Self destruction

How do you feel?

Please, don't cry, you will solve nothing with these tears. I know you are running on empty, but you need to go just one step beyond.

They don't understand, they can't. Don't forget they don't need to. You chose your path, don't you remember? There is no turning back, you now live in shadows.

So... what's wrong, sad-eyed boy? You're doing what you feel you should, there's nothing more to worry about.

They will never know the reason, you won't ever explain your moves... don't do it. It will soon be over, you know... what you do until it all ends is up to you.

You may feel loneliness, sadness, despair, incomprehension or discouragement, but don't be afraid, I'm taking care of you... forever.